Not knowing

Not knowing

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Not knowing where my mind is at

Feeling down and dismal

Trying to the love

I once had which touched my heart

Not really feeling what i felt

Back then it was like heat

building up inside my body

Just burning inside me for eternity

Cant escape the sensation

Its leaving inside me

Not knowing if i will survive

Or get to the other side

Minds are a funny thing

When they mess you up inside

Not knowing if your coming or going

When you just want to ran and hide

More of me is coming

flowing freely like water from a spring

Or the wind blowing on a windy day

Its the feeling you get on the odd day

That sometimes things are just meant to be

So not knowing is suppose to be good

Not knowing is a pain in my hood

But it makes life more exciting

The less you understood

The meaning of life

Is testing our brain of sorts

To make sure we are up for Life's little tasks

Not knowing

Is best not knowing at all.