Not Happy At All

I checked the website -

Two days 'til delivery,

Free shipping and all that.

I asked for ,

But I couldn't afford it,

Now isn't that sad?

I can wait two days,

It's not that long to wait;

I'm lost in my head anyway.

I'll stay here,

Numb, in thought,

Waiting silently.

And when it comes,

I guess I'll be content -

It came.

I know

That I'm not happy at all,

But I'm not at all sad.

Because there's happy things:

Civil rights, democracy,

Free shipping and all that.