Some few nights prior I dreamt of poetry
of you
I wrote some "perfect" poetry in the dream
Chasing after unending tragedy and constructing metaphors
I thought I'd catch you tucked between these syllables
folded neat like the childhood friends I outgrew last year
Like I'll catch you beyond some finish line beyond this seamless nostalgia I call mine
I say some wishes are better off wandering about the recesses of my mind.
Now they get lost and
claw at the walls of my stale imagination.
Yet I beg them to keep on taunting me.
The words I swallowed...
they run rampant,
trip right off my lips in my sleep
down
down
down
they go
I mumble grumble your name
in my slumber.
I keep convincing past me I'm ok
and something in my line of vision pushes me off the ledge and
I crumble all over again
I don't the poem...
don't the feel of you...
And it goes something like...
We were just kids
lovesick on indecision
no cure or sedation
stuck in a maze of what-if's
the kind where it constantly felt like we were either gonna get married or it would end in terrible bloodshed
Guess it's for the best
I can't recall the exact shade of blue
in your eyes and
you don't I said I'd marry you
in my best black dress
I don't startle awake anymore
TirEd of these heaVEN numbers
I'm the odd one out — in this ghost town
Rotten cadaver in your basement of incessant dilemmas
the only ghost standing blood drained
but with a beating ghost of a heart
Spent so long trying to kill my grief
Now quite routinely it chokes me from within
...
but much shorter with a lot less romanticization
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[S]of you
I wrote some](https://image.staticox.com/?url=http%3A%2F%2Fpm1.aminoapps.vertvonline.info%2F9296%2Fd51ab92e0a0f2d04eaff485bd8da7676b0af0fe1r1-736-1279v2_hq.jpg)
Comments (1)
Love it sm, like always.