Are You Just Letting Me Suffer? Are You Going To Let Me To Continuing Letting Me To Suffer?

Why good for freinds if they treated me like shit. You all treated me like shit and I always get punished for no reason whatsoever just to letting me suffer. I have No Friends, No Fursona, No Boyfriend, No Love, Nothing much at all anymore. And all that you even care about me is just looking at me suffering knowing I will truly end myself at any moment now including cutting myself because everyone else is enjoying their perfect little lives while I'm just trying not to cut myself because everyone including humanity hates me for existing for no reason whatsoever. My boyfriend won't ever talk to me thanks to my own anger issues that I completely scared him off. I'm just done being used by everyone else and I had enough. Goodbye Everyone. Hopefully I will be still alive so I can make my New fursona.