For My Ultimate Bias, Kwon Jiyong

The day I heard about your enlistment date, I took it in like any other normal news. I knew and understood that this was necessary and everyday after that felt like any ordinary day.

I commute to work at night with Bigbang (or any YG songs) blasting on my earphones then I come home to my comfy bed and check SNS and BBA before I give in to exhaustion and eventually fall asleep. The same routine everyday.

And the news didn't come as a shock to me but then there was still this unknown feeling inside of me that I can't quite figure out. So a few days after hearing the news, I took my phone, opened my note app and thought of pouring whatever this is inside me all out on paper, or at least on my phone for that matter.

A few minutes turned into a full half hour of trying to write something...anything about you, or about how I feel and I came up with nothing.

It really was (and it still is) mixed emotions for me especially since I've only met Bigbang last year and now, not even a year later, here I am saying my "I'll see you again in two years or more" this year.

But finally, here I am now, two days before your enlistment and on the day you opened your new cafe in Jeju, writing this for you.

I guess, it is finally sinking in...I finally see that the day is nearing and this is all so real....

With that, this I write for my ultimate bias, Kwon Jiyong:

I wanted to start by saying thank you. Thank you for showing me the right way during that uncertain stage in my life last year.

Learning about you and the boys of Bigbang plus hearing your music has given me a whole new reason to finally leave that awful place I was in and totally embrace the new beginning that life has to offer me.

I will forever be in debt to you and to Bigbang...I owe you guys this new found life...this new found love for myself. :heart:

Take care of yourself as well. I don't really know much of what happens during enlistment but the word 'military' itself gives me enough reason to worry about you.

Please return healthy and with that gummy smile of yours that warms my heart.

And know as well that I will wait patiently until you return. Don't worry, I will try my best to not think too much of the fact that you are away, instead I will bear in mind that you are serving your country and you will return safely with yet another genius song for Bigbang's comeback.

Keep smiling, stay healthy and serve well my love. I will wait for you. :kissing_heart: