I'm just tired I think-
I'm still working on those prizes from my contest- I haven't finished any,,,-
And now school is starting it's only going to make my past due projects more late.
And all I've been able to draw is what I want but every time I draw what I want I feel guilty that I didn't draw what the people want, I thought maybe if I could make small doodles I'd be able to draw what I should've but I was never up to the task..
And I've been closing myself off from people and feeling like I'm in a world where no one knows who I am, I've been pretty lonely before but this new feeling is far worse- I can't feel any love towards the people I care about. I've changed into a worse part of me and many people have noticed but I didn't care because I didn't think they did, why would they anyway?
I don't want to make y'all worry, I just need to let y'all know that I'm not in a good place rn, and even though my sickness is gone my mental sickness is still here- the sickness of depression. So please continue on with your lives and I'll get those prizes and other projects I have to do done soon ^^"
If you had time to read this then sorry for waisting your time for this nonsense but thanks if you care-
I'll see y'all soon :green_heart:

Comments (3)
Ack I’m sorry you feel this way
In all honesty you don’t have to worry about the prizes, we care more abt you over all
Get well soon :heart:
Good luck in school
And don’t worry ! We’ll still love you dearly!
Don’t give up!
Gah im sorry u feel all messed up rn hun
I hope u do well soon
And if u need comforting , memes, someone to talk to , etc . Im here